Just By Living.

I feel so light right now. However, It's not because of the absence of problems. It's just that I know now how to solve them. It takes a lot off of your shoulder. It takes a simple conversation from a friend, a browse through past memories, and an unexpected catalyst, to achieve an understanding you've been longing for weeks now. The world is truly an amazing place, when you do nothing yet achieve everything.

I promised to be honest in this blog when I first made this, but please bear with me now for my vagueness, there are things you just have to keep. There's a fine fine line between honesty and tactlessness.

A friend of mine was relating a realization. His realization caught me, and somehow, everything just became clear. Weeks upon weeks of feeling lost, a torrent of emotions just furiously beating within myself, a simple thought is enough to reverberate in myself to make everything calm again. It's funny how something normal led to this. Well it's not normal in a sense, his way of writing is very good, and also his choice in music :D. the thing is though, it's normal how people just tend to look for answers themselves. The miraculous part is how something as self-reflection actually helps the people around you. I guess human beings really are relational beings.

The answer, though clear, is going to be hard. As you say, nobody said it was easy. Well, I'm sure, I would be able to make it. If I can't by myself, I have my friends to help me halfway.

I read my first post and I found some mistakes I would like to correct, just before I sign off. I wouldn't want to leave my blog with untreated wounds. Though I really wouldn't care to proof-read

I am Mario Narciso A. Marcelo, though no one calls me that exactly, If you want to, you could though. I think it's right to establish a sense of familiarity, so you can call me RC, that's what friends call me, or you could call me ars, my best friends call me that. Best friends or close friends, Familiarity all the same.
I am needy, occasionally selfish. I used to piss on the shower. I used to cut class. I tease people and they tease me. I am an aspiring athlete. I am a hopeful Musician. I am an inspired writer. I am a Health Sci Major valiantly fighting. I have potential and hope to lived up to it. I drink, my belly is evidence to that. I smoked. I curse a lot, though lightheartedly. I know what I'm doing, and what I want to do. I love, and can wait to be loved. I have been kissed, but that doesn't really matter. I laugh, I do this a lot. I study, right now quite a lot. I cry. I jeer. I'm honest, I'll tell you when I'm lying. I hurt people, that can't be avoided. I could go on on everything that I could do but I think I'll stop. All I want to say is that, in essence, I'm a normal Human just like you. I can bring happiness to others, just by living.