Just By Living.

I feel so light right now. However, It's not because of the absence of problems. It's just that I know now how to solve them. It takes a lot off of your shoulder. It takes a simple conversation from a friend, a browse through past memories, and an unexpected catalyst, to achieve an understanding you've been longing for weeks now. The world is truly an amazing place, when you do nothing yet achieve everything.

I promised to be honest in this blog when I first made this, but please bear with me now for my vagueness, there are things you just have to keep. There's a fine fine line between honesty and tactlessness.

A friend of mine was relating a realization. His realization caught me, and somehow, everything just became clear. Weeks upon weeks of feeling lost, a torrent of emotions just furiously beating within myself, a simple thought is enough to reverberate in myself to make everything calm again. It's funny how something normal led to this. Well it's not normal in a sense, his way of writing is very good, and also his choice in music :D. the thing is though, it's normal how people just tend to look for answers themselves. The miraculous part is how something as self-reflection actually helps the people around you. I guess human beings really are relational beings.

The answer, though clear, is going to be hard. As you say, nobody said it was easy. Well, I'm sure, I would be able to make it. If I can't by myself, I have my friends to help me halfway.

I read my first post and I found some mistakes I would like to correct, just before I sign off. I wouldn't want to leave my blog with untreated wounds. Though I really wouldn't care to proof-read

The Year 2010 in Music.

Before I acknowledge that 2010 has already finished, I still catch myself writing down the date as Jan 2010, I'd like to look back at this year. A lot of things happened, up ups and down downs, I remember calling those days fleeting, but when I look at the year as a whole, the events that happened seem to oppose that. Anyway, I figured I wanted to summarize my year, and what better way, and definitely easier, to do it with songs! I love music, and I make it a part of my everyday life. I'm sure at least one of you has seen me suddenly bursting out, quite irritatingly, into song. I have this weird habit of trying to match songs into my life, and most often they do. I also have this annoying habit when I get stuck onto a song for a LONG time. I'm sure I've pissed of people by playing the same goddamn song over and over again. So this is my collection, per month, of songs, songs that get stuck in my head, songs that move my heart, songs that describe, who, what, where, how of my life in 2010. I don't expect you to listen to all, though it would be a treat if you do, I fancy myself as having an ear for music, but at least listen to some, especially those that you have never listened to. I hope some of these songs pop into your 2011.

Restart...

Before I start, let me just say... WELCOME STEVEN MARTIN!!!! :D Can't wait to read posts from you. So at least I can be updated of your life hahaha. Kailan ka babalik? Oh yeah, thanks for following me, now I have more followers than my friends >:))

Anyway, yesterday was an interesting day. You know how people say that you should wear black when you're trying to project a slim figure, well, yesterday I wore black. Problem was that Karms noticed something under my black shirt. After much teasing from Karms, I told her how much I didn't during the break with being sick, sneezing, phlegming, and migraine-ing the whole entire time. Then Karms pointed out that despite all that I maintained a steady intake of alcohol. She then proceeds to lecture me about the ill-effects of alcohol, to not only the brain but also the body. Suffice to say, she called me a Drunked Fat Bastard...okay fine, she didn't call me a bastard. Anywhoo, I came up with three sure-fire ways to get skinny again (emphasis on again): 1. Start Smoking 2. Take Drugs 3. Jog. As I am broke, I am reluctantly choosing the third choice, and now I am restartign butterfly training!!! Though I hope I follow through, so that I can actually finish something in my life. Peace.

Zensai

If the appetizers are this good, I'm sure the main course would be magnificent...

Play it again, Sam

"All the fundamental things apply, as time goes by..."

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"It's an Anniversary."

"An Anniversary?"

"Yes, an Anniversary!"

"An Anniversary for what?"

"The Anniversary for my birth day!"

"Isn't that a birthday?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"A birthday is simply the day of your birth."

"And that's not special, Mr. obvious?"

"An anniversary is a celebration. The Anniversary of my birth day is the celebration of the gift of life given to me on that day."

"Do you always have to be this rhetoric?"

"It's my birthday."

"Fair enough."

"Much more than fair, my friend."

"So...are you going to make a wish?"

"What for?"

"Because it's a Birthday wish...I'm sorry, Anniversary wish."

"..."

"Whatever, I'm making one. You should too..."

"Fine."

Well, this is proof I have no desire to finish my LS paper...

Well things are going forward...to early to tell if its going well or bad though.

I miss class.

I've changed :|. earlier today, when I cut my classes to do my OVERDUE script, I felt something new...I felt regret. I actually felt bad for cutting class. WOW. That's seriously new for me. Before I was about to cut my last class LS, I ran into Bech and Arlo in Mateo Down. At first, they were entertaining, then they started getting weirder and weirder by the minute, until we reached a point when someone said "Ein Fackt Bunnies", suffice to say, it was stupid. I finished 3 sentences in 30 minutes with those two, and I decided I would definitely cut my LS. As we were walking out of Mateo, I told them I was cutting and the two promptly told me not to. Through some poking and prodding, I decided I was going to class. Then one of them said "Yah it's much better to go to class, it's just an org thing, not important." When I heard that, a fire in me ignited, I politely said fuck this and left, to go to the cafeteria where I spent my time doing the script. I finished one paragraph in 2 hours.

Total Script Progress: 83%

I promise that I'll finish it by tomorrow. :D. Rest assured I am definitely failing our Bio Quiz.

Moral of The Story: I'm sorry school but I love my stories more than you. As much as I'm improving in studies and shit, I'd still pick what I love over you. I feel bad for my patients in 10 years where I have to leave the surgery room to go to my casting calls.

P.S.

Enjoy Merengue Dog.